"FATHER !! WHERE R U ????!!!!!"

MY FATHER WAS PASSED AWAY ON 24 FEBRUARY 2009 , 1650 , THAT TIME I WAS 17 YEARS OLD AND I WAS WATCHING HIM DIED ON THE BED .......NOW , IS 10 OF AUGUST 2010, FEEL THAT IS ALMOST ONE YEAR PASS .......PEOPLE SAID " NO ONE CAN BE AN ISLAND" BUT TURN AROUND I FINALLY BECOME A "ANAK YATIM" .....
HERE , I WOULD LIKE TO TALK ABOUT SWEET AND SOUR MEMORIES ABOUT MY FATHER TREAT ME AND MY FAMILY ...LET START IT!!!! MY FATHER NOT TAUGHT ME SO MUCH ......BUT THE PHILOSOPHY OF LIFE THAT HE TAUGHT I NEVER FORGET ....... THE MOST FAMOUS THAT HE TAUGHT ME IS "LAZINESS". HE SAID
THERE ARE NO SHORTCUT TO ACHIEVE A SUCCESSFUL LIFE,
BUT WE HAVE TO WORK HARD TO ACHIEVE OUR SUCESSFUL LIFE.
THIS IS WHAT HE TOLD ME THAT HE STILL SURVIVE ......EVEN THOUGH HE NEVER RECEIVED ANY EXTRA EDUCATION BUT HE KNOW WHAT HE WAS DOING ..... HE WAS A HOT TEMPLED PERSON ESPECIALLY WHEN HE WAS DOING HIS JOB....THAT TIME IS THE MOST SCARY TIME FOR ME....I KNOW I WOULD GOING TO SCOLD BY HIM BECAUSE I SHACKING ALL THE TIME DURING CARRY OUT THE JOB..TO BE CONTINUE...

ENTER INTO A NEW WORLD

Few years passed , i remember that i was studied in the school called smk ideal heights.. so now i almost 18 years old because tomorrow is my birthday already. Here, i would like to tell you that now i already in the form 6 life and i study in the school called taman ehsan...the environment is 360 degree rotate into a new "century"..because this is the new "space" that will change according to the time..i have a new life , friends ,environment , and also teacher that most of the teacher there are chinese teacher and not included in students..so i hope i will enjoy my life temporarily in taman ehsan school in this 1 1/2 years...


21/06/2010

"the road not taken"

JUST YOU IMAGINE IT......IF YOU HAVE LOST YOUR WAY TO THE FUTURE , I THINK IS THE MOST SUFFER PERIOD FOR THAT PERSON TO THINK WHICH PATH IS THE POSITIVE PATHWAY........SO THE PERSON THAT I WAS DESCRIBED IS ..........."ME"..I WAS LOST IN THE WAY TO ACHIEVE MY DREAM (CARDIOLOGY)....MY MIND ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT THE FUTURE.....CAN I GET A SCHOLARSHIP FROM JPA OR SIME DARBY COMPANY ??????? CAN I ENTER TO STPM COURSE BEFORE I TAKE INTO MEDICAL COURSE....ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! EVEN THOUGH , MY SPM GET A EXCELLENT RESULT , BUT I FEEL THAT IT NOT SO IMPORTANT BECAUSE THE SPM SLIP IS JUST A "PASS" FOR U TO ENTER INTO UNIVERSITY OR TO EMPLOY YOUR JOB......BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS ....THE EXPERIENCE ...BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHY??? WHEN I STARTED MY WORK AS A GENERAL CLERK , MANY PEOPLE SAID YOU FIND A JOB IS NOT DEPEND ON YOUR STUDY ACHIEVEMENT...BUT YOU STILL HAVE TO KNOW THE PROCEDURE OF THE WORK THAT U DO.....MAYBE IN OTHER THE WAY IS THEY MEAN "EXPERIENCE" .... SINCE I STARTED MY JOB , I LEARNED MANY THINGS FROM THE SOCIETY AND THE SOCIETY NEEDED HUMAN SOUSE ARE.........SO I CAN BELIEVE THAT
"SEARCHING A JOB IS NOT AN EASY THING "
AND SOME OF THE PEOPLE SAID "MONEY NOT ENOUGH"!!!!!!!!! WHAT A CRAP~~~~~~
THE PEOPLE ALSO INCLUDED THE PROFESSIONAL CAREER PEOPLE ....HAIZ..... LIKE MY BOSS SAID" AFTER YOU FINISHED YOUR TERTIARY SCHOOL , SO YOU HAVE TO CONTRIBUTE SOME CONTRIBUTION TO THE SOCIETY NOR WORLDWIDE"
SO I HAVE TO TELL YOU ALL EXAM IS VERY IMPORTANT TO US BUT DON'T TOO RELY ON THAT BECAUSE YOU MUST ALSO GAIN SOME EXPERIENCE SO THAT YOUR PERSON COULD BECOME A COMPLEX PERSON ......CAN FULL FILL ALL NEEDED FROM THE SOCIETY AND THE PEOPLE WILL BE APPRECIATE YOU.........

Hai......!!!!!!I NEVER UPDATE MY BLOG ADI.......SO TIS FEW DAYS WILL BE VERY BUSY BECAUSE I FINALLY FOUND MY JOB IN KL..........I WORK AS A PART TIMER (GENERAL CLERK) IN A LAW FIRM.........AND I ALSO HEARD NEXT THURSDAY STPM RESULT WILL BE RELEASING SOON.......HOPE THOSE MY FRIEND IN FORM 6 WILL GET A FLYING COLOUR RESULT ON THAT DAY......AND MOST TRAGEDY MOMENT IS AFTER THE STPM RESULT WAS COMING OUT......THEN TURN FOR US TO GET OUR RESULT.....SPM.....THE INPATIENT MOMENT FOR ALL PREVIOUS FORM 5 STUDENTS IN 2009 SERIES .........ARGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!! SO WORRYING ABOUT MY RESULT......I HOPE I CAN SCORE WELL IN THAT SPM AND THEN I WILL START MY WAY UP TO ACHIEVE MY ACTUAL DREAM ...........
"MEDICAL!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR DIRECTION WILL BE POINTING AT ME!!!!!!!!DO NOT GO ANYWHERE !!!!!!! ONE DAY I WILL BE GOING TO FIND YOU !!!!BABY!!!"
HAHA.........FOR ALL MY FRIENDS IN FORM 6 .......MAYBE THIS FEW DAYS U WILL THAT THE SCENE LIKE " THE DAYS AFTER TOMMOROW" BUT DON'T WORRY ...TRY TO RELAX YOURSELF AND OPTIMISTIC ....TRY NOT THINK TOO MUCH OK ......HAHA....ALL THE BEST TO YOU ALL!!!!!!!